Friday, December 18, 2009 |
11:08 pm
xmas to-do-list
alex pls do this over the weekend!
3. get xmas 15 hats for the xmas party
9. get a new pair of formal shoes
to be added more...
3. get xmas 15 hats for the xmas party
9. get a new pair of formal shoes
to be added more...
Wednesday, December 09, 2009 |
7:56 am
thanks guys for all the texts and concerns, loved.
i'll be fine alright!
just need some time to recollect myself a little.
will shut my thoughts and myself for awhile.
in the mean time let my photos do the talking.
(leave a text to me if urgent, may or may not reply.. ha!)
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12: 28 am
now, he's so out of words to tell her.
i hope they can use their heart to feel,
what's is true to them,
what is more important to them.
he think a face to face is needed.
but she think otherwise.
and the story stuck nowhere.
he not gonna conclude anything,
he don't want to hurt her again.
he will ease this pain of his heart in his own way for now...
Monday, December 07, 2009 |
11:23pm
like the lyric say... .我到不了
and the scream inside the clip,
is exactly how my heart like cries out now,
the very moment.
你眼睛会笑弯成一条桥
终点却是我永远到不了
感觉你来到是风的呼啸
思念像苦药竟如此难熬
每分每秒
我找不到我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好
我什么都不要知不知道
若你懂我这一秒
我想看到我在寻找
那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠紧谨拥抱
不敢漏掉一丝一毫
愿你看到
我找不到我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好
我什么都不要你知不知道
若你懂我这一秒
我想看到我在寻找
那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠紧谨守牢
不敢漏掉一丝一毫
愿你看到
我找不到我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好
我什么都不要你知不知道
若你懂我这一秒
我想看到我在寻找
那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠紧谨守牢
不敢漏掉一丝一毫
愿你看到
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4:03 am
he teared.
he cannot convinced her it's a start, not a end.
as much he tries to hate her, he can't.
not only he can't, he can't even do the things he love now.
he can't hate her, so he started to hate himself even more.
he no longer can hold that camera with confidence anymore.
because when he look into the little hole of wonders,
all the images of her keep appearing.
he can't make himself to capture those wonderful moment again.
so he decided with the last roll of film that is still loaded in camera,
he will only takes any moments that relate to her.
and then, he will put down that camera and surrender.
maybe, this is his way of hating her.
Sunday, December 06, 2009 |
4:27 pm
he is now an uncle of newly born little baby girl today.
he wants to share this good news to the one he loved.
even things ended not he wanted he wanted,
even things ended not he wanted he wanted,
he wants to let her know things will be alright even they walked separated way.
he wishes her love...
and even now they decided to walk the different path in life,
he will now, hides this love deep inside one corner of his heart,
hiding away from people that he cares,
hiding away from people that he cares,
slowly to let time fades away.
because he still love her...
.
.
.
before he forgets,
he want to know what is tattoo-ed on her back?
.
.
.
before he forgets,
he want to know what is tattoo-ed on her back?
Friday, December 04, 2009 |
8:45 am
yet, another long silly wait.
yet, another disappointment i used to have.
yet, you're no closer to where i am.
silly as i am.
silly can i be.
silly to be even believed you are every part of me.
gone shall you be
gone may i be
gone like an eraser, erasing every part of you in me.
Sunday, November 29, 2009 |
9:35 PM
seeking for a normal self.
I ran 4 times in a week this week. In fact, I just came back from a jog. Never in my life I ever ran so much. Don't even ask me how I did it? Even i can't really answer you. All i can say is now i have a target that I can to meet. Maybe its her, maybe is just myself. I have a point to prove to myself, maybe her. i hope this determination of mine will not fade away. Guys, I know you're all encouraging and in the meantime, worried about me. I know, I maybe stubborn not to listen to yours' advises. For this time, let to try to do it my way, because I know even I failed, you guys will still be behind me watching my back.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 |
3:43pm
she, makes the nastiest facebook status turned so cute.
she, laughs like a witch but her laughter still melt your heart.
she, always appeared to be so strong but deep within, she is a soft heart to love.
she, maybe the face i can't forget.
she, who almost complete me.
she...
she, laughs like a witch but her laughter still melt your heart.
she, always appeared to be so strong but deep within, she is a soft heart to love.
she, maybe the face i can't forget.
she, who almost complete me.
she...
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she will try the meanest way to treat u good.
everytime you thought you have made her happy for that day,
no, u did not and only the terror begins.
when she is mumbling herself in the middle of the call, she's tired but she still want to listen your voice.
without creativity in your words, you'll never her smile.
hello kitty is her soft spot, so try queueing up to get one from Macdonald 10 years ago.
she has alot guys as her friends, never get jealous even u are cause afterall, you are the one she will spend her lifetime with.
use actions to convince her, usually she buys in.
dun even try to win over little talks or arguments, you'll never win in the end.
give her your complete trust, in return she will give hers to you.
and if you guys were just wondering why am i showing my fat tummy, i wasn't willingly. sorry to hurt your eyes, .fellows
Monday, November 16, 2009 |
7:57 pm
a quiet corner.
a rainy day.
i sat in this cafe,
with only myself occupying the space.
as i enjoyed my hazelnut latte,
the warmth from my latte help me to fight this cold and rainy day.
more importantly,
the stubborn half making my day.
here i am,
passing the afternoon again.
a rainy day.
i sat in this cafe,
with only myself occupying the space.
as i enjoyed my hazelnut latte,
the warmth from my latte help me to fight this cold and rainy day.
more importantly,
the stubborn half making my day.
here i am,
passing the afternoon again.